I recently lost my amazing wife 7th Feb aged just 43 years to cancer, she battled so hard and endured so much for us. We have four boys together 19,17,12 and 5 and they have been fantastic supporting each other and me.
I have to carry on for them and try and be upbeat, but yesterday we buried her and to be honest I could have just got in with her, the prospect of going another 30 years or so without her, through Christmas, Holidays, birthdays, first grandchildren etc is not a good one, I dont really know what anyone can say or do but I find it hard to tell people I know how I really feel