My Mum died when I was 18, 2 years ago. I really am struggling to deal with life alone, I am very lonely and have no one to speak to. I have no older woman in my life to give me guidance and talk to, my dad doesn't understand how I feel. He just will say you're in a bad mood what's wrong, I've had to be a brave face a lot of the time since I have a younger sibling. But I have got to the point now where things upset me and I try to tell my dad but he's just not interested. It's really upsetting and I just don't know what to do anymore. I would give anything for just one last phonecall/conversation with my mum. We were just bestfriends and she always knew the answers to my problems but now I don't know what to do. All my friends are occupied with boyfriends and their own lives and no one seems to show an interest in me. I don't know if I am the same person I was, I just really don't know what to do. We have no family that live nearby and I am not close enough to anyone to tell them how I feel. I miss her so much and two years down the line it just isn't really any easier.