So sorry i had the same its like being robbed i cant say other than sorry but keep coming on talking it realy helps sometimes that your not alone .paul

Thank u it does help 

It's a good place to rant and rave if you want as most here are going through the same thing

Thanks  

Thanks it does help just at such a loss but this does help exspressing my feelings

Thank u 

I lost my wife in June it's a hard road that we have to go down and all the help you can get hope this site will help Macmillans site is a good one also

Thank u it is helping just good to relay how ime feeling  justvtaking one day at a time thanks

By far the hardest time of my life having lost both my parents this just feels so different hard to explain  ime only 54 my wife was 62.

Yes its agony its its  over 12 months for me and its been a nightmare i found counciling helped joined bereavement group it wasnt run very well so stopped that if you havnt give local hospice ask to spk to cheif bereavement counciler i went for months they dont seem to have a limit just that hour a week realy helped you can rant blub you name it and they dont try to change the subject or ignore it if you mention your partner as the world goes back to normal we dont so you see it hurts like heck at begining you have to stick at it but whatever you think now it does get eisier but its a hard lonley road keep coming on i was on mcmillan site this is not as big but i like it theres thme lovely understanding people and the moderaters you just have to keep talking we i understand your agony its like our life ends with there last breath but unfortunatly for us it dosnt so we have to make a new life doant mean you cant take your wife along with you anyway i dont beleive all that love just blinks out of existence its there we just are not ment to see it theres more in this world we will ever understand or are ment to .paul