Family wanting to come and see us, I tell them "NO". He can just about function with me, never mind company. People are dissapointed to hear you say don't come but I have to be strong for hubby, he doesn't want to upset me, it doesn't matter I say, we need to concentrate on ourselves for the time being. But today we reach a compromise, sister in law is having a barbecue so I invite them to that, no pressure on us to have a four way natter, hubby can chat then nod off and lots of other people can take over! I decide I'm a genius at this cancer thing,