I am 69 and have been having problems with breathing for most of this year I had a double mastectomy 18 years ago. last week I had to have fluid around my heart drained and it was cancer cells in the fluid I have now been told I have stage 4 breast cancer which has metastasized and is now in the pericardium area but it is incurable. I cant seem to get my head around it I am alone but with 3 kids all grown up and with partners