hi everyone,
i haven’t been on here in a week or so, just thought I’d take some time away .
its been over 4 weeks now, and I still can’t believe that this is real and my daddy is no longer here. I mean, will this feeling ever change?
I cant explain it, but it almost feels as if I dont miss him, as if I’ve seen him only yesterday, knowing fully well I didn’t go a day without talking to my dad at least , whether that was FaceTime , text message, or phone call. The only time I didn’t was when my dad was too unwell. My dad is my world.
Why do I feel this way ? I know it’s the part of grieving but surely I shouldn’t still be feeling like this :’(