Hi everyone, I’m just wondering if anyone is awake ? I can’t sleep. Today has been a hard day and I’m very emotional. I just can’t cope with the fact that my father is no longer here. I’m constantly trying to remember and resight memories- to make sure I don’t forget anything . I’m looking for things that my father have bought me over the years, and having breakdowns when I can’t find them. Tonight just before going to bed.. I remembered when I went on the bullet train from huzhou to nanjing ( China) and I can’t find the ticket - I always kept things like that . And I’m sure I put it in my passport folder but I can’t find it and now I’m worried and overthinking everything.
Life is soo cruel. I just want my daddy here.