Hi I am Sian and I have just visited this site tonight. I have had a lobescopy - half a lung removed due to cancer. That was a year ago. NHS was FAB - diagnosed and operated on within 2 weeks. No radio or chemo as was stage 1. Still feel vulnerable and into hospital on Thursday as I suspect I will need to be brave again! Life is a challenge at times and I know that actually I have had it 'easy' to date -but fear has no boundaries/logic. I send all of you out there a huge hug as it is so heartbreaking when the day arrives and there is no energy in self and the sky looks grey/black and the fog descends. Here is to rays of sunshine for us all. Sian