I just need to put this down somewhere and this seems like as good a place as any. Last April, my daddy had a a heart attack. He was in a coma, they thought he would have brain damage, be a vegetable, all that. He survived with none of it, just a stint in his heart and a bunch of heart meds. Then they noticed a spot on his lungs. He was diagnosed in June 2016 with adenocarcinoma stage IV. Chemotherapy and two clinical trials later, his docs have said that he should stop the trearment and focus on his quality of life at this point. Now he is on hospice (for about a week)..and I'm supposed to get married in November...I'm at home with him and mom until the wedding so planning kind of comes last with everything that's going on. After his first visit with the nurse, now I'm afraid. She told my mom that it wouldn't be long before he dies and she doubted he would live to see my wedding. My brother, in Air Force, has rushed home and I was at least going to have a little quickie wedding just so my daddy could have the chance to walk me down the aisle. He doesn't want me to, he says that he is going to fight this. I don't want to upset him, but he's always been a part of my life and the thought of getting married without him by my side hurts more than I can bear.
