Hello. Hope you are all well. In May my doctor sent me for a scan and they found a large ish mass. I has ca bloods which came back borderline ( I’m not sure of numbers they never told me ) they are the scanning me next week to see if it’s grown. If it has ( or stayed the same) they are removing it. I originally went to the gp with pain during sex, bleeding in between periods. Bloating every couple of days , pelvis pain. In the last 3-4 weeks the symptoms have gotten much worse. The bloating is painful and every day, weeing lots, struggling to poo even when I need one. My back is in absolute agony. I have no appetite ( I’m a size 22 so definitely not normal for me) only managing on a little toast. I feel so so so tired I’m also breathless. I’m so scared. My best friend has lots on and has just lost her nephew so I don’t want to put more on her plate. My husband is emotionally stunted and would just say it’ll be ok. I feel a fraud even feeling like this x