Hey, I'm new to this and I don't know who talk to. My Dad has been diagnosed with liver cancer but it turns out his heart is in such bad order that he can't take chemo drugs. Cardiology are trying to think of what to do next but he's basically a time bomb. I'm 45 but I feel like I'm 5, I can't stop crying because this just isn't fair. He's 73, and was a young 73 until a few months ago, and he's an awesome man. Today I can't even go and see him because I'll make him sad (I know it's not about me, I just can't get my head straight and he'll know that and he'll worry). What do I say to him? How can I be positive? What can I do? Xx