Lauren,

I am so sorry to hear of your situation. I hope you do not give up and that there are treatment options for you. Please stay strong and fight as hard as you can. I'll be praying for you.

Laura x

Hello Lauren7686; welcome to this forum.  I can understand your worries but what are your doctors telling you about the likely outcome and timescales?  Are you receiving treatment?  I know that whatever the doctors say you will be worrying anyway.  Is your childrens' father with you and able to help care for your children?  I know it is so often human nature to assume the worst possible outcome but just wondered if this is because of what the doctors have told you or your own fears that you will die in the near future?  Annie

Hi thanks for your reply doctors have told me I’m going to die I could have 1/2/3 years I’m not on chemo anymore my dr stopped that I’m on Ava sting at the moment I have 2 more left now I think and then I’ll be taking nothing and that’s the waiting game when that does stop as could then come back anytime mine was a fast growing tuner at 7cm in my pelvis I do have a partner but he’s not my child dad I have no contact with him as he was abusive I cry all the time I just want to stay with my kids it’s so hard I want it all to stop and it’s not going to knowing your going to die is so scary 

Hello Lauren7686.  I'm waiting for my diagnosis and obviously very scared, but I just want to give you a big hug.  I can't take your pain away, I hate this disease with a passion.  I have 4 children and the thought of me leaving them breaks my heart.

I just want you to know your not alone and sending my love to you

Kernow200

Hi thank you so much for message I hope your results come back ok I really do I love my kids so much my heart breaks every time I look at them big hug to you to and look after yourself xxx

Thank you lauren7686.  I'm not hopeful for my diagnosis and trying to hide how I feel is hard. Thinking of you and your family xx

Kernow200

It is hard I find it so hard if you need to talk I’m here to chat if you ever need to or want thinking of you x

Ditto Lauren7686.  I'm definately here for you anytime also.  I don't mind how many times you need to say how you feel

Kernow200 xxx

Laureen7686: I don’t know what to say But I want to let you know I am thinking of you praying for you.  Miracles do happen, do everything possible eat healthy. That’s what I’m doing with my cancer right now I have eliminated all sugars all the bad carbs all alcohol and I am juicing ginger and Tumeric Every day.  They also say carrot juice is good . I think every little bit helps I am here for you anytime you want to talk you want to write anything to me I will respond I’m sending you a hug and keep being strong for your kids

xoxo

Liliana 

Sorry to have taken a few days to reply but Kernow is talkig with you.  Well, not pleased that you are both in this awful worrying situation.  I have to admit problems like yours make me wonder what life is all about and of course there is no rational explanation.  Will your partner care for your children if - and I hope it is later rather than sooner - you are no longer there to do so.  Or do you have family who will help.  I hope you are getting support throughout this and hope you will continue to post here to let your feelings out.  Annie