Welcome to Cancer Chat. I'm sorry to read about the problems you're having, and I understand you must be worried. When you say you might lose it all, what are you referring to?
Please feel free to give further information on your situation and what you're going through - that way any others will be able to join the conversation, especially if anyone has similar experience.
Is your operation soon? Do ask any questions you have to your doctor as this may help to allay any concerns you have.
