I lost my dad to cancer in June. We only found out he had it 3 months prior and his passing probably could have been prevented if it hadn't been for the terrible care he got. Anyway not important.
I'm really struggling. I'm 21, an only child, and in my final year of uni. I really want to do him proud by doing well but I'm really hurting. Things were easier at the start but now I'm just a sad angry mess with nowhere to go. I just want to cuddle him. I really think if it wasnt for my mum I wouldn't still be here. I miss him so much. I'm so sad