My dad died suddenly about two weeks ago, I have lost track of time. I just want my dad back. I loved him so much he was such a good soul. I was mean sometimes and said stuff in anger. Every morning my dad would ask to see my face and every night he would say come and watch TV with me. My dad was my biggest supporter, he gave me confidence and support. I don't know how to live without him. I miss his voice and his face. Not ever seeing my dad is killing me. He was a happy joyous person and he combed my hair two weeks before he died and said you will always know you were loved. When my dad died it happened in the space of 5 minutes and there was nothing I could do. I love my dad so much infinitely. He gave to 5 charities before he died and had packed his suitcase for holiday. I miss him.