Im 32 and I was diagnosed last feb and wasted six months getting my head round it while I was out on chemo, they then took me off chemo as we found the brain tumours to sort these out and now my liver results are coming back as not functioning and we are trialing a new oral chemo which is too early to tell if it works

my main issue is I'm in absolute agony every night I'm completely swallen up 

is anyone else having this issue?

i also feel like the docs have given up on myle , if I'm in this much pain does this mean I'm near the end ?