Hi Tom . . Bless ya.. no wonder you feel like that... life's been really crule ... just wondered how old you are , coz that makes a lot of difference in things you can do, or help you can get ...

You are not being selfish at all ... this cancer is hard enough when we have other family support too .. it does you good to get things off your chest ... and that's o.k ... all those things your feeling is normal ... l remember when my mum and dad died and it's one of the hardest things we ever have to do ...

So take care, and be kind to your self ... make the most of the time you have with your dad ... and have lots of hug, and it's o.k to say your both scared ... sending you a big hug ... Chrissie x