Hello (first time poster)

When i was 25, my first smear test i had treatment for CIN3, not long after i fell pregnant with my second child so I didn't have a 6 month follow up. When tested 3 years later i had abnormalities but after a colposcopy they didn't treat and sent me on my way. Last year i e had lots of stomach issues and lots of tests done and been told i have ibs. I had  a routine smear test in October and was told I should of had them yearly but wasn't sure why I didn't get a letter to be called. 
 

It cameback with abnormalities and hpv. I had a colposcopy where they did lletz treatment, this came back with tubo endometrioid metaplasia. It has since gone to an MDT meeting and still can not explain the abnormal results. 
I have a hysteroscopy on the 3rd march under general anaesthetic and they will have another colposcopy at the same time. 

My symptoms are abnormal bleeding, bloating, tiredness, pelvic and leg pain, pain when having sex, nausea and light headed at times. 
its so hard to carry on with working ontop of running a home and children. 

Has anyone been through a similar situation? At the moment i fear the worst.

i can not use any form of contraception and was sterilised 2 years ago