i know this is late but lately I’m struggling this time of night is the only time I can let it all out. I feel like I’m trying to hold it together for everyone when all I want to do is turn back time and have my old family back again. But all I’m doing is sitting here crying my heart out my husband family get to go home theyre not here living it day in day out. I know I should be grateful my husband is doing ok at the moment which I am.
Just hard seeing others getting on with their lives it just feels so unfair. My husband is only 38 we have two children with SEN who are 8 and 6 I just feel so sorry for them that I can’t make this all better for them.