My husband was diagnosed 7 weeks ago. He’s in a hospice now and I see a steady decline every day. We’ve been married 20 years on the 15th of this month and this is my second marriage. This couldn’t be happening to a gentler, nicer more generous man who has been my soulmate and had me on a pedestal the whole of our married life. So much so that we didn’t really have a need for friends so now as I consider a life without him I can see an enormous chasm opening up where he has been. I know I will have to keep myself occupied but at 55 everyone I meet seems to be a minimum of 10 years older than me. I do have two wonderful children who live quite a way away and a girlfriend who also lives quite a way away but it would be nice to meet someone in this forum who is about to or has recently lost someone.