Hi
my dads diagnosed with advanced Prostate cancer. Spread to spine and other areas and treatments stopped working. We are waiting for another onc appt in about 5 weeks to see if he’ll have chemo (as a last attempt to give him longer) or something else, which I fear is unlikely to work st all. He’s thinner, weaker and I saw today he’d been researching funeral songs. I didn’t say anything when o saw this, was helping him out with his iPad. I nearly burst into tears but pretended not to see it. Feel absolutely beyond heartbroken. Dad had bowel cancer, ironically cured 18 months ago and mum’s in remission from non Hodgkin lymphoma. I’m cancered out and the worlds looking bleak and pretty crap at the moment. I have an amazing five year old keeping me occupied but it’s so hard. Keep crying all the time. Had a meltdown at dinner time today.
es, sending love to you all, keep strong xxx