Good Evening All,I've have been told that I have a tumour,not a word you want to see in a sentence in a letter!!
I have to have a CT scan which I am having a hard time coming to terms with as I have phobia of closed in spaces. I know what the word I am referring to is,but just can't spell it!!
I have asked my Doctor,Consultant and family members for advice about how to cope with this procedure,but only my family members are willing to help.
I realise that this procedure is neccessary;but a little help and understanding wouldnt go a miss.
Originally I was offered a MRI scan,but when I realized I would be in the machine for 45 mins I lost the plot.
It all stems from when I had to have a head scan and two trainees were left in charge of the scan and they didnt explain anything just gave me a panic button and put a glass flower's mask on and shoved me in .I was in there for a couple of seconds and opened my eyes and the top of the machine was on top of my head and I lost it .I kept saying "I got to go home over and over again and the trainees couldn't get the panic button out of my hand when they did I shot out of the room and went straight out of the building since then it's just got worse and now this.
I dont know what to do.
Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated.
To all those living with cancer I send my best wishes to you.
Thank you
Angie