Hi
I just thought l would let you all know abt me. I am 44 years old and lost my mum to lung cancer just over a month ago. She never smoked for 50 years or more actually but she still got lung cancel. I am lost and hurting so much and looking for anything that will help me though this or wake me up from a nightmare. I have never felt so alone and want so much to talk to her again. I am angry at her 4 weeks of treatment and told thats fine just scar tissue but my mum.new inside it was still there but was told so many times she was fine. She was right. I have no faith in doctors now. They let my mum suffer a year of anxiety and hell because they would not do proper checks. To late now she was right and l lost my best friend and my mum. My family has fell apart. She was the head of the family and was so well liked by everyone. Why her. Thats all l ask myself. I am hurting so much that l can't really funtion in daily life plus l need my knee replaced so am sort of stuck at home going mad as l just want my mum back.
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