Hi Alan

I'm new too...

Just wanted to say hope your doing ok...

Best wishes 

Hello 

l am doing okay thanks 

just a little bit anxious about chemotherapy 

how are you doing ? 
it's nice to have someone to chat with 

Alan

That's good to hear.. I can only imagine how anxious you are Alan.. All this is so scarey isn't it..

I'm not sure you'd want to hear about me... I'm very down and extremely anxious

Kerry 

And yes it's so nice to be able to talk with someone who is going through something similar

Kerry 

Kerry.

it is scary .

it was lovely for you to hear about me . 
so I would like to hear about you too .

please don't be down it's good to talk about our situations and it's also the unknown. 

Ok Alan here goes.... Hope your comfy.

I'll be back 

:happy:
just want to send a big hug to you 

About 4 weeks ago I went for a routine thyroid blood test.

A couple of days later the gp rang and said the liver enzymes were a bit high. So you need a ultrasound scan. I has that and the next day another gp rang said in a quiet voice that my pancreatic duct was dilated. So I need you to have another blood test (amylase) the next evening he text and actually said "the result was normal which is reassuring?!?!" what does that mean I thought.

Had to have a ct scan this morning

I think it's pancreatic cancer

I cry all the time

I've wrote letters

Sorry Alan I did warn you

Kerry 

Kerry please don't be sorry.

have you had any results back yet ?

it's normal to cry it's better to cry than store it all up inside you.

I cried today because i thought I wasn't having chemotherapy then all of a sudden I received the call today Saturday of all days  so it's normal for us all to cry  

No I haven't yet but I'm so scared Alan.

What will I do if they can't help me..

I don't want to answer the phone if it rings..

I can't concentrate on anything apart from the thought I'm going to die 

Was you diagnosed with cancer?

Sorry Alan..

Normally I'm such a happy lady