Hi, im so anxious. Had breast core biopsy which showed no Breast involvement. Had CT scan with dye (local nhs cannot access PET). Now waiting. 

Seperately was hospitalised for a seperate ortho infection, and i was told cancer has metastised to lymph nodes.

Scan report will not be this wk or the wk after. So much waiting to find out what ive got, when im already concerned about how much time ive got left. Feels like my life is like an egg timer with the sand free flowing away. A metaphor. This is horrible, i need facts.