Hi everyone,
i just feel extremely guilty- that I should of spent more time with my father. Rather than going on dates- spending time with friends and people I was dating. I should of spent the time with my father when I had the chance too.
I also didnt facetime my father ( he was living and working over seas 7 hour time difference ) when I was out with these people as I thought it would be awkward for not only my father but for them aswell. - this May have upset my father and made him feel as if I didn’t care about him. I know my father joked about it to my sister, but this must of upset him in some way for him to have mentioned it in the first place. I just can’t believe that I done this to someone I love so so much. And now I can’t even take it back or make up for loss time.
I just hope my father will forgive me, and knows how much I love him. My father is my world, he always have been and he always will be.
Bec x