I am starting to feel like the unpopular kid at school that no-one wants to associate with. I came here for some solidarity I suppose.........when you have cancer it feels so lonely, and something that only other folks who are going through can TRULY understand. It seems very 'cliquey' here and perhaps is not the right forum for me. A few days ago I asked for some much needed advice and I have not received one reply. I know that we are all going through our own cancer traumas, and some of us (myself included) are not only dealing with our own illness, we are also trying to care for our partners who are extremely ill, but even so, I have taken the time to answer a few of the posts in the hope that I can be of some assistance, and I am frankly amazed that not one person has even bothered to advise me. I will look for some company and solidairty elsewhere, this is obviously not the place for me. To all of those who are suffering, or have loved ones suffering, from this cancer nightmare, I wish you good luck, love and peace, xxx