Loving your attitude.. Allthe best going forward with your treatment.. I myself start next week on chemoradiotherapy for anal cancer have read. All the positives and negatives of this and side effects.. Take care 

Hi good luck everyone at the hospital comments positivity beats negativity. I find if I am prepared I handle stuff much better. Have stuck to the recognised sites and steer away from dr google ignire statistics as my oncologist says they are mostly 4/5 years out of date ie 2008-2013patients and look how things progress in the cyber world most if us in that period wasn’t walking round with phones capable of powering apollo 13 niwdats we conquer the world. My radiation is VMAT and Iitvtargets the cancer and leaves as much surrounding tissue as it can can even feel the lymoh nide thatbbrought all this time my attention receding so fingers x that the tumour mour in tonsil is going fast  !,,,  am nitbstupid and know the worst us yetbto come but now the event I hate the word journey I was a travel agent and journeys mean nice things ie holiday beach !!!!!!so I call it my event. I have personalised everyingbthe drip is gormless co it’s a drip ! My face mask think Spiderman with attitude is Venezia name I’d Venice where mask balls are held and it’s going to be thrown into the grand canal. And the machine is called. Matey coz it’s doing a good job. 

Good luck with this  we will beat this 

ps Hazel aka as Radioactiev Raz