Just over two yrs ago I had my left kidney removed , 2 yrs later in still stuggling with life , I go for my appointments scans and seeing the consultant , with I just recently had a scan and see the consultant in 2 weeks time , But im prefide  each time I see him wondering what he going to say , Like last October when I saw him I got told I have a Nubule   on my Pancreas and I have a Ovarian Cyst , But I wasnt told what size it was , Until recently when I had a Ultrasound , I dont no if the lady should of told me , But she said my cyst was 6cm , And im really fighten like us all the out come of different things , I feel like im drowning slowing , Trying so had to get on with my life , Trying to be a good wife , and all I do is push my hubby away , I try to explain how im feeling but its hard ,I feel like im in a Black hole and it getting darker and smaller , And it makes it worse as I have other health issues and dont work , I try to do what I can but with poor mobilty to doesnt help ,