My mum recently passed away in hospital we had no idea or mum either that she had lung cancer,liver cancer and 2 tumors on her brain I was extremely close to my mum and miss mum terribly I feel so lost and lifeless without mum in my life I keep thinking I need to tell mum or call mum and remember I can't and I breakdown find it hard to think of other things other than my mum and everything we did together I don't feel I can carry on normal in life I'm so lost.