I’m 21 years old, and I recently lost my dad in April this year, after a 5 year long battle with Prostate Cancer. He was, and still is, the best friend, and dad, I could’ve ever asked for and I miss him so so much everyday. I find the grieving is a lot worse at nighttime, as in the day I can keep busy, but always find myself crying or feeling hopeless at night time . I just don’t really know what to do without him, I miss him so so much and I’d do anything to have him back. Despite it being cancer, I somehow carry a guilt for his death even though there was nothing I could’ve done.
Just any advice on how to deal with emotions at night would help, or just maybe any advice on how to cope better? Just feeling really lost and depressed within in myself and it’s starting to affect my relationships with other people.