hi all

well my dad has a oncologist appointment Tuesday following his one dose of palliative radiotherapy and my parents have asked me to attend. I think my mum wants the support as dad is confused since his morphine has been upped and not as mobile as he was six weeks ago. I feel so worried about what's going to be said as my mum is still hoping for chemotherapy but I don't think this is going to be an option for him. I want to ask about his prognosis...do you think I would be able to see the consultant alone to ask this as my parents are not wanting to know??

i have my own GP appointment tomorrow as I've been suffering from terrible bouts of anxiety and it's really affecting my own family life. I just feel like things are too much to deal with a lot of the time at the moment.

im still off work...have had about 10 weeks now and I feel terrible on my colleagues for not being in but my work can be quite emotionally draining without all this going on. My manager is supportive but I just feel terrible.

i just don't know what to do...I can go from anger to stressed to sad to emotional and back round again over the day...but I never cry...it's almost like I've built a brick wall to stop me doing so.

sorry for the rant just need an outlet. I hope you are all getting through the days x