I was diagnosed with a carcinoma sarcoma endometrial cancer stage 3 grade 3 C and I am so shocked.  Over the last year I had countless visits to my GP describing a pulling feeling.  I have had three ultra sounds this year, the last in August all showing the endometrium to be clear......except it can't have been so.  My GP was still concerned about my symptoms and referred me where a gynaecologist removed a fleshy polyp......the results came back and within a day I was having an MRI and CT scan, was referred to a consultant and had a total hysterectomy and removed of a 5cm lymph node tumour that had attached itself to a leg nerve.   I cannot understand how this has happened when I have tried to seek help for my symptoms to be told all will be alright.  At the moment I am waiting to hear about all the biopsies and washings taken during surgery and a biopsy taken yesterday on my breast, from a lump that appears benign but as the consultant said has to be checked out as that it how it would present if it was endometrial cancer.  The consultant who did my op said it was "almost certain" the cancer cells have gone elsewhere (it is a year since my symptoms started).  I am finding it very difficult to function.  I have not told the family too much, just that some bad cells were found and they have to be treated.  I keep crying (not like me at all) and all I can think is that the future (whatever that might be) is very bleak indeed.  I am very worried that the breast lump is going to cancerous and that the biopsies from the surgery are going to be bad pushing me to the last stage of stage 4.  Advice on how to deal with this roller coaster would be so very welcome.