Dying

Hi I’ve been told that I’m dying. I had been diagnosed with testicular cancer 5 years ago and have 3 bouts of chemotherapy and also 3 lung operation as it spread. But now it has spread to my liver and to make it worse the chemotherapy damaged my kidneys which now means I’m on dialysis and because of that can’t have proper treatment. I’m so scared and feel so alone. Am only 33 and just need someone to talk too