Hi Taxi,

Make it up with your daughters, what ever the problem is, forget it and move and talk to them again.

Having someone to talk to and visit can work wonders for your mental health. 

Hope you get better.:)

Dont give up Taxi. You've had more than enough thrown at you, and deserve a break. Its no wonder you are angry, and we always seem to take it out on the ones we love. Try to make contact with your daughters and see if you can go forward. Sometimes we need some help, discuss this with your GP you may be able to get some professional help with your depression and anger, via a councelor it might seem pants but talking is good and they really do know their way around inside peoples heads. Worth a try and youve got nothing to lose. Kim

How are you now? Just found this thread

You have had a really rough time of it and I hope that things will get better for you! X

Sorry to hear your this way I totally understand as I have days like that but just try to keep focused on the good bits. Try gardening or getting out more it helped me. Hang in there.