Helllo, I was told today my father has stage 4 lung cancer and the nurse said his got months not years. I am devastated and I am too cowardice too go and see him. I don't really want too go and see him he is so ill I don;t want too remember him this way. I don;t know what to do I am his carer live in a rented home in his name when he dies I lose my best friend, my father, my job and my home. I have never been the best son and I have treated him poorly a lot during my 20's I am a recovering alcoholic and he was the only one that was there for me.
