hi everyone,
it was daddys funeral yesterday and it just still doesn’t seem real. I just don’t know how I feel to be honest . I know that everyone grieves differently and etc. But I genuinely feel guilty for the way I feel and was yesterday. I miss my dad soo much, but a part of me still thinks that he’s here. For months on end I cried, knowing that I’d never be able to see a future without my daddy being here. And now that it’s happened I feel completely different to what I expected. I just hope that I made him proud and that yesterday was everything he could of wished for and more :’(.