Hello, I am 20 years old and my dad is 58. He had been extremely unwell for well over a month, he couldn't hold food down and was sleeping almost all the time. When it got to 5 weeks of feeling like this he had a blood test taken and that same day a few hours later he was told to rush up to hospital as soon as possible. They found that there was far too many toxins within his blood and his kidneys were beginning to fail. He was put on dialysis and things were beginning to look slightly better. However, that came crashing down as the doctors discovered that he has cancer of his bone marrow/blood. It's come as a complete shock as we never suspected that cancer had anything to do with his symptoms. I'm completely frightened as he has lost over a stone in weight, is really weak and I don't know how this cancer will take its tole on him. I'm petrified of what the future will hold. I'm trying to be strong for my mother (as I'm an only child) and she overly worries about things as it is. But I'm struggling to keep it together. I can't bare the thought of not having my father in my life, without seeing me get married or having his grandchildren. All I want is for him to be fit, healthy and back to his normal self again.