Hello Lynsey and welcome to this forum. You must be feeling devastated at the moment and I hope you have family and friends who are helping you. But at this moment I imagine nothing helps very much and it is all you can do to take one day at a time. Please - if it helps you - read some of the stories of others who have lost their husbands (and their wives) and talk (i.e. post) to them about your feelings. Annie
I lost my husband, soul mate, my roc,k 3 months ago to the dreaded cancer, I try to get on with things but i miss him every waking moment. I looked after him until the end.. I still wonder did I do enough to make him comfortable, pain free..and make sure he knew i loved him x
