Hi everyone,
we’ve just nursed a young family member through non Hodgkin’s lymphoma and she battled for 6 months before dying last month. As one of her primary caregivers we saw it all, the good times and awful and I’ve recently realised it’s left me slightly scarred. Along with the deep sadness, I am suffering with anxiety and total hyperondria, thinking any ache and pain will be cancer. I feel completely selfish for feeling this as I just watched someone I love battle this who would have loved to be as well as me. How do I cope with this? Thank you guys