Hi everyone. I'm new to this and I can do with any advice. .I've had cancer in 2010 got all clear in 2011 after chemo and a radical hysterectomy. .iI've can't get what I've been though out my head I really thought I was going to die even planed my funeral. But I just can't gety head around it all and I'm always worried incase it comes back ..I'm up and down like a yo yo .help xx