I had a colonoscopy on the 14th Feb and they took some biopsies. 3 weeks later I got a letter with an app to go back, that's this Thursday. 

I read somewhere though that they send the results to you and your Dr and so now I'm really worried because I haven't had them and I have to go back.

I guess I thought if it was all clear I would just be referred back to my GP. People keep telling me they would have gotten me in sooner if it was bad news but you know how that fear and worry gets you. 

My app is also at a different hospital to the one I was first referred too so that's also got my anxiety going. 

I'm not sure what I want really, maybe for someone to tell me it's just standard procedure and I'm worrying for nothing. I do have anxiety as it is so the waiting game is really not my friend. 

Thank you for reading my ramblings