Yesterday, my mum was diagnosed with (what we think is Stage II) Triple Negative breast cancer. She has one 22mm tumor and they dont think there is any lymph node involvement, but shes having a CT scan tomorrow to check whether the cancer is anywhere else.
They want her to start chemo in 2 weeks, for 3 months. We dont really have much more info than that at the moment but we will have a meeting on Wednesday about her treatment plan.
I'm a mess, I'm only 23 years old and my mothers only 47. They have said the treatment plan has an 80% chance of being successful which I know is good odds. But I've also read about the liklihood of recurrence with TNBC and that's already freaking me out.
She has also said she wants me to be the primary caregiver. She wants me to move back home with her to support her whilst she has chemo. I really want to be there for her in every way imaginable but I don't know if my mental health can withstand being basically her only carer - especially if she has a particularly bad reaction to chemo.
We dont really have any other family, and the family we do have are isolating because of covid, so I dont know how much they'll be able to help either. Its just so scary, I have PTSD and I struggle to get myself dressed, fed, and sleeping at a regular time even before this we received this diagnosis, so I'm worried I wont be able to keep up with her care and will end up having a mental breakdown, and wont be any to help her at all.
I dont know if I'm just totally overthinking it though. But I know that its important to acknowledge these boundaries before treatment starts because itll be no good to admit I need help when it's already too much for me to cope with.
Does anyone have any experience of chemo for this type of breast cancer? Or any advice of what to expect when caring for someone having chemo in general? I'd honestly appreciate any advice or info at all. My apologies for the long post, I think I needed to get it out a bit! Thank you in advance for taking the time to read. Xx