I have recently been diagnosed with stage 1b1 cancer. I know im luckier than other people but since the diagnosis i have found myself to feeling very depressed.
When i was waiting for my results which was horrible i seemed to keep my head above water and was able to remain positive. I was then diagnosed fully on tuesday and since then i cannot seem to process that i have cancer however mild.
I am due a radical hysterectomy on 1st march and although i have children i feel like the woman inside me is lost a little.
I am experiencing horrible pains in my pelvis, legs and abdomenem and i cant help thinking things inside me are changing for the worst. Every morning i wake up with the same pain. It stays all day long and i cant sleep.
I cant seem to get away from any of it and feel normal and seems to be getting the better of me. Since finding out that i seem to be on the side of lucky my family support has dwindled and my husband is carrying on as normal and i feel myself sinking. Is this normal because im so worried about all of it
