I'm 21 years old, my mum died about 5 months ago due to thyroid cancer. I can't cope without her. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and my mother would give me advice, comfort, support and all the love in the world. I don't have a father so it's just my sister and myself now. I feel complete emptiness without mum. She was so full of life, always smiling, and talking too loud and now the house just feels silent. I don't have any real friends so I'm quite lonely, which makes it difficult to find people I feel comfortable talking to about this. I miss her more and more every day and I can't stop crying. I feel like I've lost so many more years I could've spent with her, she was only 51.
Will appreciate any advice on how to cope? (I'm already seeing a therapist and on anti-depressants but need help coping with the loss of my mum) Thank you :)