Cant cope with dad's death

So, my dad passed away 7 weeks ago Tuesday coming, and i feel like its getting harder not easier and my coping mechanism seems to be oainting a dmile one drinking and keeping busy! 
 

i held it together while i cared for him, now im holding it together for my family but inside im broken, why do they say it gets easier, my heart literally hurts every day 

 

arghhhhh i hate cancer! (I know we all do)

  • I'm so sorry about your dad Kirsta. You have my deepest and heartfelt sympathies for your loss.

    Many of our members who have been on this journey with grief will understand how tough it can be at this stage so I'm sure some of them will be along soon to offer you their support and advice but in the meantime we're thinking of you and sending our strength and a big virtual hug your way.

    Be kind to yourself Kirsta and try to take things one day at a time.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator