Hi there ...

So sorry your all going through this heartbraking time ... 

Your dad's probly had enough of the pain cancer brings ... and l know your looking ahead, and it's scary .. but would you really want to see your dad suffer for a lot longer ... 

My mum left suddenly to a heart attack... I was 34, and she was my best friend, mentor, loved me unconditionally... l chatted to her on the phone one Monday morning. . Last thing she said was "see ya tomorrow duck "  at 5.20 that day , I got a call, rushed to the hospital to late, she had gone .. no goodbye... or to just tell her, how proud I was to have her for my mum ... if only I could one day, or even one hour ...

You can still hold your dads hand .. and tell him all your heart wants to .. to hold his hand, on his last journey....  and don't waste a minute looking ahead ... take every hour and leave nothing unsaid ... it's a part of life, loosing our parents ... and it's not fare ... I still miss my mum 29 years later ... but you know she's safe wrapped up in my heart ... and I'm sure she's been around on my cancer journey ... you will never loose him, he's half of you ... so I'm sending a big hug ... as a daughter who has been where you are now ...   Chrissie