It has been 4 months since losing my wife of 47 years and i still can not except it
and think about her night and day hoping i will see her walk back into my life, but i
know it is never going to happen. was with her all the time to her last breath, just
do not know were to turn. have also been to urology to have a camara into my bowel
8 weeks ago and again today and the red marks are still there so not booked into hospital
to have biopsy,