Hi everyone I'm hills I'm 50 just lol !!. It's a long story I have but to cut it short I was pregnant at 20 lumps appeared in my neck lol the hospital told me it was normal it wasn't by 7 months my baby was growing and my neck was growing to. A dr checked me and said u need to c a lumps and bumps dr. It was an ornocologist they wanted me to terminate I said no. I gave birth a month later a biopsy under my left arm pit showed non hodgkins lymphoma I had a cat scan it revealed it was all in my chest and neck. I had a month of radiotherapy the bonding was hard as he wasn't allowed to be with me my son James.  Anyway I got the all clear 9 months later. However things were not right I started having fevers night sweats and couldn't walk well a yr on I was drinking constantly urinating brown and blood came out with it. My dr thought it was diabetes I went back to hospital and they said hepatitis b wrong a bone marrow test revealed hodgkins type 3 in my liver and spleen it was very hard having a toddler and the disease again but on I battled a year of chemotherapy and in 2000 I was written off the cancer list. However at 37 I has to have yearly mammograms I went to them all but last yr as my work was as a night carer in mental health it was hard to juggle shifts and I'd completely forgot. This year I got to go on a local mobile unit it was heaven compared to the discomfort at hospital scans. Anyway I got a letter come have one at grimsby don't worry it one in twenty we ask. Er great me!!. Anyway I got there early I waited and waited and waited finally I was called in . It wasnt a mammogram it was an ultrasound the consultant took 5 biopsy's from my left breast. I knew it was I've been there and got the t shirt. I saw it. I got the results two tumours left breast stage 2. In a space of Thurs bone scan and sat body scans were done. Now the hospital has phoned come Thursday 19th Oct as well as tuesday 24th. Alarm bells ringing!!!. There is more either it's spread or its in my bones. I have pain in either my stomach or part of my digestive bowel system . I will find out at 10am today I'm very scarred the bugars had me twice in my life 21 and 23 now it wants more of me. My veins are so poor it's hard to have injections I'm determined if it's chemo they do 1 injection and it stays in me all the time. My hair I've lost 3 times already in my life no way will j have a wig. A baseball cap or a beanie with 46 Mr rossi s number moto gp. I am sorry I've gone on my heart and mind know a quick phone call after scans and 2 appointments they are not wasting my time it is already cancer breast cancer but what horror is waiting for me next xxx