Just wanted to let you know someone has read your post (and this may bump it back up to the top of the pile and be seen by others). I lost my husband a few months ago and at times still think I am numb and then at other times can be quite emotional (I think grieving is a rollercoaster no one wants to ride but we have little choice).
As you are going through so much with your own health I can only imagine how hard it must be without your husband by your side and do hope you can find a level of support by being on the forum. I am sure if you would like to talk things through on a more personal level you could give the nurses on this site a ring and do not be worried about asking your GP/medical team for all the support you need. Sometimes we have to ask as otherwise they assume we are coping okay. Regards Jules54
